Sorry guys, its probably very boring and painful to watch, but sigh what can I say? Also I have no idea why I sound as if I am retarded and nasal ...

(they could probably use this in the next SAW movie..force their victims to watch this -_-)

Rid: What would you walk pass and not buy, if you buy you wouldnt use straight away and if you use you dont realise you're using it?

(btw I dont have the answer.. so haha dont get mad at me if it annoys you =p)

When you know person A is cheating on person B, do you tell?

I won't get into the details.. but sigh~

My friends and family always tell me, " you are not god, so quit trying to help everybody and save the world.. it's not your job."
I guess it's because back then, I could only see things black and white and I tried to be 'good' and 'protect' and keep everyone i love and cared about int he white areas too.

Anyway, I know now that it is not my place to do so, just to let things be. However I am in a dilemma once again, so what would you do?

Yeah surprises usually suck for me like the whole of this week.

Thank god its the end and a new beginning awaits me.

It's the worse feeling when you realised that you've been taken in for a ride- yeah I found out, so screw you, you @&*#~£"$.
It's shit when you the ones you love say the most hurtful things to you when you are most in need of their love and support.

BUT it is alway completely awesome when you found out that the guy(s) you used to have a humongous crush on, actually liked you back at one point. confidence boost~ ++!! wakaka..

The story:
So the first one is K*, we went to secondary school together and during the penultimate year I started to like him. blah blah blah.. I knew he liked this other girl.. whom he ended up dating. But we had our moments.. haha I didnt think he ever felt that way about me though. But today I found out he did, so strange. I'm glad how things turned out though because it means I have this awesome friend now.

The second dude S* erm, we also went to school together, but I never fancied him til college, and well I thought it was completely obvious but he told me he had no idea =( . He said he thought i was out of his league? (Wahh so flattering!!)

 But haha neither would have worked out. Im so glad I have these two awesome friends ^^

Anyway- week of hellish surprises actually ended alright.

It can be hard being as attractive and intelligent as I am, without a fair share of malicious rumours and gossip being spread about you. How I deal with this jealousy from others is what separates me from the average Joe and what adds to my perfection. EVERYONE at some point in their lives come across or become the target for a new rumour, just make sure you are not the VICTIM. Here are 2 options both consisting of 3 easy steps to deal with rumours:

For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.
For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.
For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair, let a child run his or her fingers through it once a day.
For poise, walk with the knowledge you`ll never walk alone.
People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed,and redeemed; never throw out anybody.
Remember, If you ever need a helping hand, you`ll find one at the end of your arm.
As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands, one for helping yourself, the other for helping others.
The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides
The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, but true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul.
It is the caring that she lovingly gives, the passion that she shows,
And the beauty of a woman with passing years-only grows!

(this was taken from a friends facebook note)